Tuesday, May 11, 2010

So what do I do now?

The traveling opportunity seems to be losing steam. Or at least it's not chugging along at 150mph anymore.

So what do I do now?

I spent some time being angry about it. This seems like a great opportunity for me. For us. I spent just about enough time to realize that I'm angry. Then I threw up my hands and said "Well alright God. You're obviously telling me something I'm not hearing." Luckily He knows I'm a bit hard of hearing sometimes and don't always get the obvious. :)

I've been told of another opportunity. Why did this come along right now? Again, not always so great with hinting. But what the heck right? I'll put in an application, continue with the paperwork and testing for traveling and just see what happens. If it's meant to happen it will. I have no doubt about that.

God knows that I'm tired. That night shift is making me unhappy. That I miss awake/coherent/alert time with my daughter. He also knows that I rely on night shift pay. So, I'm sure he already knows exactly what I should be doing. I just need to be still and listen.


Amanda said...

Yes.... sit and really LISTEN to the Lord. I have learned in the past year how to really listen to Him. It is so hard when we live in a world of instant gratification. I pray that you will get the job that you and Ms. Avery really need!! Good Luck!!!

Mom/Grandma said...

Patience is not a family trait, I'm afraid. It will all happen when the time is right and you and Avery, are ready for it to happen. Good thing come to those that wait. Sometimes the waiting is the hardest part.